One being extremely disappointed in familiar faced individuals, surrounding their every move. As well as being unpleasantly short and unimpressed with themselves from that moment on. Diverse parties shouting words of undefined profanity. Loudly for all to hear one weeping quietly, so the shouters can’t hear. Trying to beat the burdened aspect in which was intended to annihilate their ever existing. Zoning off into the curiousity of one’s confused mind. Picturing in their head how to properly and constructively handle their emotions. But by then, they are piling up like overflowing water, in a cup. Feeling themselves barely being able to stand up straight, without having two feet firmly grounded. Jagged minds filled with noxious motives, goosebumps slowly filling the arms and legs with fear. Their head in a daze, clouding one self judgement, with unanimously decisions. Soon without realization one releases their tight grip, becoming insanely off balanced. Eventually, leading them into a horrible tumble. Crashing into the gray cement like foundation, face planting itself right into it. The iced cement ground, was the thickest frost it’s been in year’s. Withering away one’s temperature, causing one’s lips to turn bright blue, skin as white as the snow on the trees. Blood starts rapidly dripping down as this foe lies there. The blood puddling the ground surrounding the body. One tried gasping for air. Exhaling feeling like there was more than just a frog in there. One’s voice being utterly raspy, not able to put words together. Sounding like a squaling animal, unable to feel one’s legs, arms, hands, and or feet. Completely numb to the core, being unable to see properly. Eagerly deciding to slowly drift off into the mists of the cold crisp air, off into the sunset. Feeling dreadfully empty, one initially starts fading into an ashlike form. Quickly, disintegrating into absolutely nothing. Transfiguration for the afterlife was taken away from one after their deliberation was to give up. Taking the easy way out in a sense, so now one is no longer one. This one is nothing, and nothing is what it shall stay.
-k.L♡[4:44]