Often, we find ourselves losing track of time, time in our minds as well as time in our lives. Without realizing soon we
lose track of things that once mattered and formed us into the structured human we once were. Slipping through the cracks watching situations crumble down as we follow a dark, frightening path of the misconstrued decisions made by another person that was created overtime within ourselves. Now living with a two person mind our choices become filled with noxious voids, causing us not to make the best decisions when under the influential illusions that had been illustrated in our mind. Soon after a ferocious darkness within ourselves starts to manifest in our daily routines causing a never before seen a massive shadow overcoming the inner mind, body and soul.
Once the shadows of this horrific darkness sets in, it takes over we then restrict ourselves from any positive outcomes. Before, we know it relations within family, friends, and partners begin to make a drastic turn for the worst. Leaving people with a unexpected, abnormal behavior making the foundation of the relation soon to quickly fall apart. After sometime of negligence between our relationship with others, doors begin to close soon after, we become destructible to allowing manifestation to take over completely. Causing our senses to become discontinued with the rest of the body.
In the mist of these drastic changes we then lose sight of everything and anything that once filled our hearts with so much joy, compassion, and love. Becoming someone in which we’ve never dreamt to be, bittered and broken. At this time, we allow ourselves to give into the negative energy causing us to take a spiral turn down an ugly but cold nightmare we longed to wake up from. Feeling lost and alone you begin to remember the times things were easier. Before you slowly drifted off into this morbid ongoing nightmare.
Eventually, you grow tired of walking down the same dark and gloomy path alone. Without having a single soul to reach for. Soon after you remember you have yourself, this one particular being that can only help you escape this dark nightmare. Consuming yourself with your own positive energies, while creating a candle to light your darkness. Before you know it things slowly start to bounce back into normality as you once knew it as, causing those dark shadows to fade away. Leaving one self with a remarkable glow. Always keeping in mind that we have to sometimes be able to see the bright side of things or we will never be able to get out of the dark.
-k.L