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One’s world is filled with complete mayhem. Clogging one’s ears with much toxicity, much negativity, and much insanity. Crashing and clashing through the falls of ones repeated responses to preach. Preaching upon one’s faults and/or false accusated words of the unspoken truth. One feels within themselves almost like, they see a pure imagery of themselves in another. Not acknowledging the other individuals mental capacity at that given time.  Not being aware of the damage they could be creating in that very second. Seconds of the unapproachable preaching that can very much be hurtful. Only after its slips off the tip of one’s tongue, is only then. Then is it factually noted in one’s mind. After this slipped off one’s tongue and embedded into ones sensible senses. Disturbing one’s inner peace but for the other party that shattered this individual. Shows absolutely no sign of remorse, for they feel they are just being honest. But let’s be real all cards on the table like a full house in poker. What is one’s true honesties truly, and is this the first time one is speaking honesty. Or has this be rehearsed to one’s audience?  For these questions are whispered throughout one’s mind. Abusive tendencies cloud one’s judgment into putting the tallest walls up. Not even the greatest mountain climber can conquer this wall. Towering over one’s imaginative  Ideas of mending broken mirrors. That have locked the most evilest motives inside for one feels like working backwards is exceedingly more challenging. Than proving the faulty foe and/or foes wrong.  Having that motivational knowledge that two wrongs don’t make a right. That even though one is hurt to every extent. Though communication is key, not always at least this time. One doesn’t have hate No, the complete opposite. One just acknowledges that sometimes words are not enough. But silence shown repeatedly through every laughter and/or conversation to be had moving forward. For now one walks in silence for the expressive factor. That one may never give the other that same true smile and/or laughter again. Alongside with one’s broken smile, a large chunk of their heart has been erased. Followed by those unforgivable words vanishing into thin air just like one’s relation. But one has always remember once, one knows they will have all the answers.

By: k.L♡