Writing until the softness in one’s hands turns a gray, ashy color and their hands start to cramp- up, this being the only probable way. Of expression and/or venting one’s emotional reactions. To ones troubling worries one has had for a while now, 1.5 thousand friends on social media. But not a single sole to reach for, it being what it is; one not seeking pity. Just thoughts of the expressive emotions. One may be feeling at that given time, never thinking. That expressing the evil tendencies, that reside in particular individual’s would become increasingly challenging. The two F’s that should be incredibly important become considerably distinguished to an acute extinction.
During the path one follows, they find themselves being overly emotional. Lacking the painful misfortunes that override their positivities that sit in one’s mind. Instead they find themselves tremendously vulnerable and exceedingly saddened in their mind as well as their heart. Tears filling up in the eyes of the broken foe. Thoughts of negativity rising to almost every occasion. Not a sole to lie their fears and/or worries with. One isolated through all their struggling triumphs. They may face daily, remembering the parties that have offered perseverance or help in the past. Finding one reaching out to all the souls that have shown permanence. Looking through one’s phonebook, and calling them. But it becomes extremely disappointing when one is listening to the ongoing dial tone. That filled the speakers of their telephone. Instead of the party in which was being called. Unanswered phone calls and/or text messages, hanging up one’s phone with complete desperation. After a couple days of reaching finally parties call back and/or return text messages, but by then one has already expressed their interests elsewhere. When telling stories of one’s lonesome behaviors or emotions one may or may not have had. Parties then start expressing their sincere apologies but in reality people can’t be bothered with their own issues let alone the issues of another.
Now, for the negative parties that have much to say but have no knowledge to speak. They become shockingly surprised over one’s astonishing abilities to overcome their established burdens. While one is dealing with the monstrous behaviors that have nested. All over the parties that are suppose to show permanence, negative but vile comments fluster from the familiar foes mouth. Into the open aired reality of the unwavering nature that lie deep within the other. One breathing heavily through the disappointed figures that reside, closest to the heart of the one in which is expressing.
Frequently, one discretely debates completely shutting down all aspects of one’s communicative communications. Giving the parties that show much hatred to the other. Who is living everyday in fear of failure, thinking logically about the faulted individuals that show no interest. In one’s positive tendencies, but have more than enough to speak upon. When one isn’t giving their full acknowledgement to the positive structures that have formed them. Instead they feed off of the negativities in which nest them from the faulty parties. That pretend to show much love and affection, towards the affected individual to obtain informative knowledge. To properly have the capability to announce their gathered information, to replay to their circled audience.
Living in silence can be positive to one and negative to the other. Being that as it may, many if not all individuals have a very diverse ways of expression. In this reality it really makes a difference who one decides to express too. It doesn’t matter how long the individual and/or individuals may know one another. Overtime the expectancy of a significant relation could possibly be mislead into disfiguration. Unfortunately in the world we live in today; some parties even family cannot be trusted. Even if it’s to discuss the feelings in which one feels. If one has difficulty seeing past themselves it’s incredibly hard. For one to wholeheartedly be someone’s guidance, voice, or ears. Given that it is exceedingly harder for particular parties to keep. The words of another silenced, but no for they must express the stories of the other. To the audience who doesn’t particularly care for the other.
On the other hand, one may run into the parties that show much interest. In hearing the situated obstacles, one may be overcoming at that very moment. But while listening they are also observing ones hardships, analyzing their every which move, for parties that are like this may not always be true to you. With the observance of another opens doors to the possibilities of individuals also being judgmental. Judgmental meaning the party whom is listening may not be fully aware of all aspects of one’s history. They may fall into a massive amount of confusion. Hardly being able to piece the story together because the story teller is quit upset. Not fully explaining the issue, circumstance, and/or problem; so the party naturally assumes the supplementary expression is a lie. Even though it may not be but from the lack of knowledge on the situation. The party may think otherwise.
To have some or to have none one must always keep in mind. That even though the expressions aren’t heard doesn’t entail that they cannot be expressively defined through other ways. Than specifically speaking to a particular party. Other ways of expression can be exercising by one focusing on their body may create. A large boost of confidence raging through their mind, body, and soul. Dancing and singing by one expressing their feelings through music this is a expressive factor that is considerably helpful. Being that their are many genres of music, by picking one that reminds or relates to how one may be feeling. Might just be all the expression they need. Another way of expressing one’s emotions could drawing, writing, painting, etc. By imputing art into ones expressive tendencies, maybe releasing the pain within. May it be through words written on paper, or different colors being used to create a masterpiece. Either or has a big impact on the party who seeks expression. Being that there’s no right or wrong way to use art it becomes extremely useful to this quickened human. Yoga and meditating also come hand-in-hand in the expressive nature’s one maybe wanting at that time.
Even though using bottled up words would make one feel better that may not always be the best option. For the listening ears may have wondering tongues. This leaving the party who expresses to have much uncertainty about who they may express to. But by individuals relying on themselves first and foremost maybe all the explicit expression they need. Overcoming their own mindful exposition of their established situated obstacles. Let’s say one finds themselves scrawling one’s character on a sheet of paper and throwing it in the middle of New York City. This maybe a hell of a lot safer than expressing to unexpressive parties. By individual’s pretending to be the guidance to the motions of the unannounced instances that reside within another. It being held to the individual whom is articulating their emotions in a blunt but expressive way needs to be the foe in which. Who decides whether they are considering to revaluate their burdens. Making sure one picks out the right directed side of elucidation.
By: k.L♡